Two Kay Six

This blog rarely takes a turn into the personal. This is one of those detours. Some thoughts on 2006:
Things have coalesced for me. The work done in my years outside NZ has been paying off in my understanding of my self and of my life-as-lived. I have a confidence in what I am doing here that was previously absent, and it feels like a step up from the positivity/improvisation that drove the last decade or so. Another phase of life with another mode of being, and while I am sure it will in time run its course and give way, for now it feels fresh and new and, crucially, empowering.
Aspect: Cal and I are together again. It feels deceptive, somehow, to say we ‘got back together’, because the associations of that phrase just don’t fit with my experience (but perhaps that is how it feels to every couple that parts and then reunites). In any case, the time we had apart was not a mistake, and coming back together was far from a foregone conclusion – but it has happened as a genuine development of the many and significant changes within both of us. I’ll go further, even: this feels to me like the relationship we were only approximating before. This feels good.
Counter: I have fallen back into old habits of relative isolation. I have an extensive network of friends who I love and respect, and mostly ignore the lot of them. Problem has been in particular focus this year as I’ve met a bunch of brand new people and have got back in contact with a few from, literally, a decade or more ago. I’m an introvert, believe it or not, and my social needs are largely met as a byproduct of activities I pursue (sports, roleplaying games). One part of how I’ve changed in the last few years: I’m no longer willing to shortchange my antisocial needs. Y’all just have to take my love on trust for the time being.
My intent in returning to New Zealand was, more or less, to get underway. And I have, after a fashion. I have been pushing my writing in a half-dozen directions, consolidating my experiences, and while I don’t have too much to show for it yet at the publication end, I’m confident that the groundwork this year will soon start paying off. And my craft has continued to sharpen and broaden, which is both wonderful and kinda embarrassing as I realise how crappy some of my old stuff really was.
If there’s something I regret about this year, it’s that I didn’t find the right way to cultivate key conversations without compromising the above. There are a lot of incredible people around me to engage with and I haven’t put enough energy into doing so, and I feel that failure. There are big ideas to be chased through the connected conversations of those around me, and with other things now falling into place it’s probably time to start. Perhaps that’s a resolution; every few years I make one, to take advantage of the symbolic momentum of change, so why not. Let’s call it done.
I have a stack of letters to the Edinburgh crew sitting on my desk, still unsent. Must do something about that.
This is the first year since 2001 in which I didn’t cross a national border.
This blog is something I’m enjoying, and I’ll keep writing it as long as I enjoy it. I particularly like the feedback I get, in comments (over 2000 since the blog began), in emails, in conversations at parties. I feel greatly privileged to have such an intelligent, funny and spirited crowd of readers to react to what I write, to keep me honest, crack wise real damn good, and show me to myself. Thanks for coming back again and again. Especially you lurkers. And thanks to all those on my blogroll; I know many people come here mostly to link through to everyone else, which means your awesomeness brings me readership, and that is teh r0XX0r and much appreciated.
Six hours left in the year. I’m gonna have some burgers. Yeah man.

2006: Two Films Of Note

Out of the Blue is a troubling, understated account of a New Zealand massacre, where loner David Gray shot dead 13 people in an isolated hamlet, Aramoana.
Many reviews of this film emphasised the lack of attention to Gray’s motives, the way in which the film avoided the question of how his actions had come about. (“It’s much, much harder to understand or explain what Gray did. Sarkies and Tetley don’t really try…”, “Pic makes no effort to explain or analyze his actions…”, etc.) I think these reviews are wrong. Gray’s psychology and situation are given plenty of attention, albeit in a subtle and understated way. There is a line clearly drawn of a man in a spiral of decline, losing his connections with those around him, increasingly unable to cope and this inability feeding back into itself. The reviewers seem to be looking for a Freudian narrative, a primal scene where his father strangled his puppies or his mother locked him in a cupboard or he was discovered masturbating or whatever. They, and we, have no right to such a narrative. The world is not made of such things. Freud was wrong. The real story of the Aramoana massacre is the fragility of the social human.
Children of Men is a vivid political fever-dream, a nervy reaction against global tendencies towards paranoia and fascism as channelled through Tony Blair’s government. The film’s future history is ridiculously implausible (no children are born for twenty years, chopping out a significant portion of the labour pool – but immigrants are despised and feared, when they would be the only way of shoring up these shortages?) but that just didn’t matter. The film is a personal journey through a set of social nightmares, delivered with absolute conviction and a technical audacity that is simply breathtaking. The film wears its Grauniad-liberal convictions proudly (possibly those who have never lived in Europe won’t understand just how incredible it is to prominently feature selfless heroics by an unkempt gypsy) and casts unpleasant shadows on what is already in place around us.
And lest this review give the impression that the film is leaden and worthy, I should emphasise it is first and foremost a great thriller/action film, with more edge-of-your-seat sequences than anything I’ve seen out of Hollywood in years. Weaknesses: a conclusion that seemed a little undercooked; that’s about it.

Followup: YouTube Culture

Found this by coincidence today: an article about Teens and electronic media

So much technology makes teens feel they are playing a starring role in their own reality TV show, said Jim Taylor, vice chairman of the Harrison Group, which conducted the 2006 Teen Trend study.
“This generation is unique,” Taylor said. “Teen life has become a theatrical, self-directed media production.”

When revolutions happen, most people only find out afterwards. However, if you know where to look you can watch the whole thing as it happens. Well, this is where to look – and this particular revolution is made for watching.

YouTube Culture

(This is a big one, it turns out. Writing it kind of took over my whole morning. Oh well.)
Last week, Cal and I spent a little while plugging random search terms into YouTube and looking at what came up. As we watched random videos, it became obvious to me that there is a genuine cultural shift well underway right under our electronic noses.
Of the various videos we watched, three stand out in memory.
First was the YouTube Community Choir singing ’12 Days of Christmas’. In this, a large number of YouTube contributors, with their screennames captioned in, are edited together singing the complete 12 Days song. It’s all quite random, with some very ordinary enthusiastic folk singing their hearts out.
Second was a karaoke clip – a couple of teenage girls, apparently in their basement, leaping about lipsynching a song for the camera while taking the piss out of the song and themselves at the same time, and collapsing laughing several times.
Third was most interesting. It was a static camera shot of a room full of teenagers – obviously held by someone sitting in the corner. It just showed the group hanging out, awkwardly talking. That was the whole thing, for about four minutes, just teenagers standing around a room. It wasn’t engaging, and there was nothing in it that could possibly appeal to anyone outside the group of friends concerned. They had just recorded a bit of their lives and for some reason released it on YouTube.
I started chewing over what this might mean in the back of my mind. Then, a few days after, two other things happened:
Time Magazine’s Person of the Year was announced to be “You”.

We’re looking at an explosion of productivity and innovation, and it’s just getting started, as millions of minds that would otherwise have drowned in obscurity get backhauled into the global intellectual economy.
Who are these people? Seriously, who actually sits down after a long day at work and says, I’m not going to watch Lost tonight. I’m going to turn on my computer and make a movie starring my pet iguana? I’m going to mash up 50 Cent’s vocals with Queen’s instrumentals? I’m going to blog about my state of mind or the state of the nation or the steak-frites at the new bistro down the street? Who has that time and that energy and that passion?
The answer is, you do. And for seizing the reins of the global media, for founding and framing the new digital democracy, for working for nothing and beating the pros at their own game, TIME’s Person of the Year for 2006 is you.

Meanwhile, Making Light posted about Deaf culture finding expression via YouTube:

Why did it not occur to me that the signing deaf would be using YouTube as a public forum? This is transformational. Many of them aren’t comfortably fluent in written language. For many more, sign is and always will be their first language. YouTube gives them an easy, expressive, unmediated channel for many-to-many communication.

All of this lined up in my head, and it points at something big that is afoot.
YouTube is the most potent example of the rapid shift in our society from the old structure of mediated content delivered from a narrow source to a broad audience, to a new structure of (relatively) unmediated content delivered from a broad source to an (initially) narrow audience. (Those paranthetical clauses are in there because of how content is propagated online. It is impossible to reach a broad audience directly over the net, but if your narrow audience is impressed, they will spread awareness of the content far and wide. The viral effect will kick in and the audience can grow exponentially; this process serves as a form of mediation as well.)
Aside: There is no shortage of predictions that YouTube will collapse, or its culture will die due to increased commercialisation. There’s a good chance these predictions are right. But the phenomenon YouTube has channelled isn’t going anywhere. If YouTube falls, other venues will step into the gap without a second thought. There’s a bunch which are eager for a shot at YouTube-style prominence, and the mighty can fall fast online – where the hell is Friendster now, for example? (Answer: on MySpace like everyone else.)
YouTube is potent because it deals in audio-visual content. The moving picture is the holy vessel of our world; it is by far the most powerful form of media, being the closest we can manage to recording and sharing direct experience. Video gets us.
But video is also, historically, a huge pain in the backside. Recording has always been tricky, editing has been an absolute nightmare, and displaying it never less than problematic. In all three areas, technology has changed the rules massively. The digital video era is well and truly with us, with standard cellphone models carrying built-in video cameras; digital editing on your home computer has finally come of age as data storage and data handling limitations get overcome; and with YouTube the third, crucial piece of the puzzle has arrived, providing a forum for displaying and distributing your home video. Not only that, but it makes the whole thing so damn easy, and “The easier it gets to use, the less geeky the Net becomes, and the more it starts to look like real life.” (Cue bog-standard morgue rant about usability online and in the real world.)
This has all happened quickly. The implications are only just beginning to be felt.
YouTube isn’t even meant to be about original content. Probably its greatest value is as the world’s greatest repository of clips; an amazing range of video history is available if you dig around, from old Sesame Street clips to Mikhail Baryshnikov performing in Giselle in 1977. But what is important about YouTube, as opposed to what is valuable about it, is not its role as archive but its role as global video noticeboard.
As always happens, the new world is being explored and created by teenagers. A friend said the other day that she believes you can put any word you like into the YouTube search engine and find a fourteen-year-old girl lip-synching a pop song. Slate wrote about the rise of lip-synching via YouTube and lauded lip-synching as a distinctive folk art. There’s something going on there that is quite profound – this is the kind of thing that was once restricted to sleepover parties and now it’s recorded and put online. Why? What audience is being sought? Is this an attempt to communicate to your direct peer group, or to reach for the random fame of being seen by anyone anywhere? Is the audience even a factor at all? I could make some guesses (mostly, that it’s a mixture of all of the above) but all I know for sure is there is an entire channel of cultural engagement that simply didn’t exist in my youth.
There’s other kinds of artistry easily found, in large part driven by what music-maker/intellectual Paul Miller (DJ Spooky) calls ‘remix culture’. An amusing local news spot is remixed into a dance track; a trailer for Mary Poppins is remixed to look like a horror movie; a teenager’s self-recorded humiliation is made to look awesome.
The flip side of ‘remix culture’ is deconstruction; YouTube finally gives a platform to respond to the sophisticated message manipulation practiced in broadcast video. (For example, ‘Liberal Viewer’ spends four minutes exposing fifteen seconds of Fox News editing chicanery)
More artistry can be found in entertainment content created specifically for the medium – the lipsynching fourteen-year-olds fall into this category – such as the infamous LonelyGirl15 ‘Breeniverse’, the Chad Vader series, and sketch comedy weirdness by (TIME-profiled) Smosh.
Related to this is video-blogging, which is essentially people talking about their lives on video and posting it. It’s a different kind of thing to entertainment content, although clearly similar. TIME’s profile of a video blogger references the same William Gibson quote as Making Light: This isn’t what YouTube was designed for—to be the public video diary of a generation of teens and twentysomethings. But sometimes the best inventions are the ones people find their own uses for. “You have people from all walks of life wanting to share a piece of their life with you,” Leila says. “The feeling of togetherness is unbeatable. It’s a beautiful thing.”
There’s also a kind of artistry in the way we harness video distribution for other conversations. The tirade by Michael Richards would have sunk fast if the video hadn’t flipped on to YouTube and been spread all over. (Ed Driscoll: “in an era of demassified individual publishing, the safety net that the liberal mass media provided its favorite sons no longer exists.”) U.S. Republican Senator George Allen’s racial slur of a student following him on campaign helped wreck his campaign. (LA Times: “The impact of this instantaneous access has been earthshaking.”)
There’s some sharp thinking going on about this. Berkeley’s ‘Digital Youth Research’ features the research outline The Semiotics of Video Production, Exchange, and Reception on YouTube and Among Video Bloggers:

The project is interested not only in examining what particular technical tools children and youth learn to manipulate, but more importantly, how they learn to participate and find social acceptance in particular technical communities by creating videos. The researcher will investigate how video production plays a role in shaping young people’s values, beliefs, and goals with respect to learning about technology and learning how to behave in techno-social environments.

I don’t have any snappy conclusion other than ‘keep watching the skies’. This is big and new, and it is happening fast. This isn’t about what your kids will be doing in a decade – your kids are already doing this now. The world has already changed. Get ready to shift your balance.

[mediawatch] Followup: Curmudgeons

Me, November 27:

I’m childishly excited by the possibility that Bassett will get slapped down, hard.

Letter to Michael Bassett from Tim Pankhurst, editor of the Dom-Post:

…we no longer wish to continue your column… It has also been suggested by several readers that you are compromised -one suggested your column should be renamed fifth- in view of your undeclared advice to Don Brash on his pivotal Orewa speech. I note that you do not dispute this and that you have also given advice to other political leaders. In that case, I believe this should have been declared and both you and The Dominion Post are exposed to duplicity.

*dances*
And while I’m at it, Russell Brown expresses things nicely:

Like, seemingly, everyone who claims to be rebutting Nicky Hager’s The Hollow Men, Bassett basically ignores the substance of the book. Bassett simply contrives to be more odious and abusive than everyone else. He basically calls the editors of the Dom Post idiots and implies that TV3 has been dishonest in its presentation of the facts. He slings off at the “hacks” so “easily beguiled” by Hager, who he compares not only to David Irving but to – get this – Stalin. He pretends his own conflict of interest – that he posed as an independent commentator on matters in which he was directly involved – doesn’t exist… Really, what a dreadful man Bassett is.

On Christmas day I’m going to raise a glass to the downfall of the dreadful Mr Michael Bassett. Heck, why wait? I must have some whisky around here somewhere.
Justifiable schadenfreude, I love it so. (See also: Dick Cheney’s daughter is pregnant.)

On the flip side is the genuinely sad news that chief curmudgeon Frank Haden has prostate cancer and has stopped writing. Damn.

Barrytown

Blimey. After having it on my shelf for the better part of a decade, I’ve finally taken down Roddy Doyle’s Barrytown Trilogy (The Commitments, The Snapper, The Van) collection to read. I don’t know if I’ve ever come across a more compulsive bit of writing. The damn thing is impossible to put down. It’s sitting about six inches from my hands right now and I’m trying not to pick it up and read more about Sharon and her da’. Should come with a warning label.
(Note: this is not the Barrytown in New Zealand with the mad guy who teaches you how to make samurai swords.)

Those who have known me for any significant length of time will know of my deep and abiding love of the Alien movies. Those who share this affliction and are in New Zealand should be aware of The Alien Saga, going out free-to-air on TV3 tonight at 11.30pm. This is a feature-length behind-the-scenes doco from 2003 that got fantastic reviews from those who bought it from Amazon or commented on IMDB. Set your VCRs.

Krugman on Economic Inequality

Great piece by Paul Krugman in the Rolling Stone (is it me, or is that magazine starting to regain some of its old-time journalistic chops?) on the concentration of wealth in the US. Some startling stuff in there. Check this image out:

The widening gulf between workers and executives is part of a stunning increase in inequality throughout the U.S. economy during the past thirty years. To get a sense of just how dramatic that shift has been, imagine a line of 1,000 people who represent the entire population of America. They are standing in ascending order of income, with the poorest person on the left and the richest person on the right. And their height is proportional to their income — the richer they are, the taller they are.
Start with 1973. If you assume that a height of six feet represents the average income in that year, the person on the far left side of the line — representing those Americans living in extreme poverty — is only sixteen inches tall. By the time you get to the guy at the extreme right, he towers over the line at more than 113 feet.
Now take 2005. The average height has grown from six feet to eight feet, reflecting the modest growth in average incomes over the past generation. And the poorest people on the left side of the line have grown at about the same rate as those near the middle — the gap between the middle class and the poor, in other words, hasn’t changed. But people to the right must have been taking some kind of extreme steroids: The guy at the end of the line is now 560 feet tall, almost five times taller than his 1973 counterpart.

Of course, the US is a particular and special case, and its situation doesn’t generalise to the west. (Krugman: These days, to find societies as unequal as the United States you have to look beyond the advanced world, to Latin America.) But there is important stuff to think about even so.
Krugman points at the way the current inequalities were once prevented by “the outrage constraint” – the public just wouldn’t stand for it. Now, Krugman argues, thanks to years of ‘greed is good’ PR from a network of right-wing thinktanks, that old cap is gone. We in NZ may not be in the same situation economically as the US, but we absolutely are part of their cultural sphere, and that PR spin to legitimise massive wealth discrepancy is absolutely present in our society. We harbour a similar set of comforting myths to disguise the systematic growth of the wealth gap in NZ.
The way in which work, profit, and wealth-sharing are discussed and carried out in the United States influences how these things work here. It is important to remember that the US economic experiment has been a failure, and the failure is rapidly compounding. We must not be seduced by attempts to drag our country further along that dangerous, inequitable road.

I’ve enjoyed all the Great Little Moments in Cinema shared in response to Monday’s post. Do take a look if you haven’t already. I have just added another one myself.

Up A Hill To Fetch A Pail

I’m housesitting again, back in Tirohanga but a different house with a different view. Lovely. I can see the Hutt River empty into Wellington harbour, looking straight out past Matiu island across the harbour and through harbour mouth into the Cook Strait and away into nothingness. It really is quite nice to bounce into a new physical environment semi-regularly, and see how my life responds – you only recognise how much you are created by what is around you when you have a chance to settle into lots of different places in succession.
On the other hand, I have effectively been living out of a bag for about sixteen months now.
On the other other hand, I haven’t paid any rent for about sixteen months now.
Plugging ahead with Ron the Body, which is proving challenging in the very best way. RtB has four parts to it, and the aggregate comments of several readers pointed out quite correctly that parts two and three weren’t doing the right job. I’ve finished a re-envisioning and re-writing of part two now, which feels good; it, in fact, feels more like it’s the book it should be. Some quite major changes to the first version (no journey to Iran, for one) reflecting a narrowing of focus in order to more properly explore the characters and themes that are the true centre of the book. All those subplots were just distractions, in the end. I’ll save them for another project I suppose.
I’m sure this new draft will create a bunch of new problems even as it solves the old ones, despite my careful planning and thinking through and so forth. Such is the writing life. I’ll deal with them when I know what they are, and hopefully they’ll be much more manageable in scale than the current issues. That’s the revision process, I suppose – each draft you swap larger problems for completely new smaller ones; keep going until the problems are so small no-one agrees what they are or you just can’t bear to think about it any more…
A more serious series of posts about the graft of novel-writing can be found over at my fellow mooseblogger Ungulating Ungulate. He knows whereof he speaks. One, Two, Three.
And while I’m linking there, I’ll pass on a link he circulated: The Brainsturbator Library, a bunch of .pdf downloads of all sorts of interesting stuff, including Military documents, wireless info, neuro-linguistic programming stuff, lucid dreaming guides, and so forth. Of special note are some books by Derren Brown, whose TV show I adore. Warning: these pdfs aren’t hardly optimised, and there’s no warning how large the file is before you click; and I would not vouch for the legality of distributing these titles…

Welly People: Futuna Haunting

Something for folks in Wellington to attend. This was circulated to me via hix and I’m more than happy to give it some light, especially as I know one of the designers. Futuna Chapel is a fascinating place, a fusion of Maori and Pakeha architectural approaches. Wikipedia, that noted authority on all matters, says It is generally regarded as the most significant New Zealand building of the twentieth century and it’s definitely in the running for that title. I hadn’t realised it has been neglected somewhat over the last decade – it would be a shame if it was allowed to deteriorate.

FUTUNA
Light uncovers the histories of Futuna Chapel.
Where: 15-17 December 10am-10pm
When: Futuna Chapel, 62 Friend Street, Karori
Designers Andrew Brettell, Sven Mehzoud, Amanda Jelicich-Kane and Andrew Simpson have created a site-specific video installation that presents the stories of Futuna Chapel. From 15-17 December 10am –10pm the public are invited to explore the Chapel, now haunted with video projection and a soundscape.
John Scott was asked to design a retreat chapel for the Karori retreat site in 1958. Being of Te Arewa, Irish, Scottish and English descent Scott produced the first building ever designed on bicultural principles in Aotearoa.
The Marists sold the retreat that was developed into townhouses while the Chapel was used to store lumber. Recently the Friends Of Futuna Charitable Trust have been campaigning to raise money to purchase the land Futuna Chapel rests on.
This installation is part of an effort to raise awareness of Futuna Chapel’s importance.
Along with the installation, at 8:30 each evening on 15-17 December Nick Blake will talk about the architecture of Futuna Chapel, including the story of Saint Peter Chanel: the first martyr of the South Pacific.
This installation is an exciting, vital way of presenting Wellington’s heritage. Projection is used around the Chapel to allow visitors to make surprising discoveries.
During our design process we will film an eke, a traditional dance, that was originally performed in penitence by the people of Futuna after the death of Saint Peter Chanel.

While I’m at it, Maire introduced me a while back to the No 8 Wire email newsletter circulated by the Wellington City Council; it mostly just compiles a whole stack of Wellington’s arts/creative sector event notifications into one email, but there’s other stuff in there too if you look. Definitely worth subscribing to if you’re in the city. To be added, or to submit info, contact arts@wcc.govt.nz and they’ll sort you out.